Teater Of Live

In Loving memory of Christina Musih.

Especially dedicated to my beloved cousin. You are always on my mind and my heart, although you are not with us anymore. This song make me thinking about you, almost nine years you left us. Love you wek, you the one that always be with me before this; entertain me, make me smile, cried with me, listen to my problem, I don’t know where to go after i’m losing you. i’m nobody. Wek, hope that I can share with you now my success. A lot of things that I wanna do with Wek. We study together, we shopping together, go to cinema together, share our love story etc. . Do still remember what she always said "Your bf is my bf, but my bf is mine only" LoL. I said not fair, shud that we share everthing.

I love you wek, you know that I always do love you.

Wek and Me are contra;

She like to dance; I like sport

She had beautiful long hair; mine love the short hair

She like to sing; Me love to listen to Music.

She Love to wear dress; Me love to wear shirt

She romantic; me uikkkssss

She Love roses very much.

But Wek and me still can be best friend. Now I’m totally different. Will share my short hair pix when I have the time to upload. Cheers! The old time Geena.

Spice Girls – Viva Forever lyrics

My emotions, truly upside down. Where I miss to be in his hug. When I miss his Kiss. Where I be with him.

:cried…:cried…and : cried…that the things I can do.

to be cont…love it to be that way…

Woke up as usual, and go work as usual. Nothing strange, but there is unexpected things that happened to me. To girls out there,,, just be extra careful. We dun know wut will happened to us. A guy follow me from behind and I didn’t realize…yeah he t***h me. Sex maniac..Me shout, but nobody care and nobody business. Argghhhhh

Really out of the mood the wholeday, don’t feel to eat, don’t feel to go back home, don’t feel to work etc…

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At the same day..Monday/7th May..my colleague funeral at Zion Church. Knew him passed away early Sunday Morning, really in shock; thought that he will recover soon. He had strock; brain bleeding, unexpected. He unconcious for one week plus.

I miss his smile, when I reach office. He will greet me with smile, such a nice person although I’m just knew him for a short while. But I know he such a nice person. He fans to Liverpool, for the last respect they play song "You’ll never walk alone". May his soul rest in peace. God Love him more than we do.

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TOMORROW will be my last day at my current company. Want to Thanks them fo give me the opportunity to works with them. And also thanks to my all beloved colleagues, keep in touch ya.  NEXT week will be a new working environment then… and a new journey of my life.

Hope everything will be fine,there will be new environment, new faces, new friends, new tasks and also new bos. hmmm…I’m nervous and excited at the same time. Hope they will like me.

Yeah..Everybody and every year end and the beginning of the year they have their own RESOLUTION. Well I’m one of them too.

Yup..I aim high for my future. I stand at my own feet, be independent and ask myself a questions what is purpose of my life?? What is your purpose of life then? Year 2007 just started…One of my friend want to own a car, yes..He got it. One of my friend interested in anime, she will interview next month. Voice for anime. Hope she get it. She have cute voice. And you..share with me what is ur resolution??  One of my friend give me a resolution to find for him girlfriend, hahaha…Will try then.

I wrote down on piece of paper and keep it; to bear in mind. Hahaha.. Yup I’m gonna graduate soon and, I promise to myself that I must have a job before I graduated, because I don’t want at the end I’m jobless. I’m the eldest and my family need my support. Now I’m working, before I graduate. Thanks God. 

Well, one of my resolution is working at Multinational Company. Why? Hehehe…For my own good. Now..Yes, next month on 5th Febuary I’ll be working at Multinational Company (Consulting Firm). I couldn’t wait to start, I’m quite excited and nervous at the same time. 

Ask Yourself, What do you want.

What come around goes around.

We stand on the large stage of UNIVERSE, where we call earth. Everybody play the ROLE and read their SCRIPT. We such as an actor and actress, you ACT and the journey of life begin. You might wearing a mask to cover yourself or you might pretending to be someone else or you behave like nobody business. We PLANNING & we PREDICT what would happen to us in future.

Planning for the SUCCESS of life. Working toward G.O.A.L and asking yourself what is your purpose of life?? Did you have an answer for it?? Static of life, make us fill arrgggghhhh…What a life..You keep blaming yourself and people around you. Yeah…I aim high for my future also do you.

Prediction, that you imagine that you be on the stage. Day Dreaming and imagination, you wanted to see what you will be within 5/10/50  years after this. Did anyone Thinks about it. Did you ever see your overview about your own life?? Ask yourself

Keep Planning..Keep Day Dreaming…Life goes cycle, sometime you on the top and sometime you on the bottom. No regret…Life keep goin. P.E.A.C.E

Most of my friends list in friendster knows me. Certain of my friends list knowing me since primary and secondary school. Yeah folks missed the old days, where we used to bullies other students. Hahaha.. (I’m not that bad)

other part of friends list is, I knowing them when my entered UNI live. Want to thanks them because I’m part of their friends too. The live begin to started, where the pain the sweetest memory get involved in our life.

And the other part of my friends list is where I knows them from Forum. ihik..ihik.. I love foruming, where you can chit chat and share your thought and ‘merapu’ all day long. Hahaha..I love them too, love to hang out with them, share ur experiences at the same time etc.

Lastly…I’m afraid, once I graduated I will be part of other graduated students that is jobless, but thanks God…The opportunity that given to me, entered a new different live that is ‘Working live’. Yeah my colleagues also in my friends list.

Cheers! Thanks to be my fwen.